Why wouldn't he want to see me again? How could he not? He'd be completely crazy not to want to. I am a very pretty, smart, fun girl. He's probably just really busy with work and hasn't had a chance to call me or it's been too late to do so. And if he reallydoesn't want to see or talk to me anymore, that's his huge fucking loss.

...at least that's what I keep trying to tell myself...