I still need you, I still care about you

He lied to me. Once again. He said he wanted to see me today. He said he'd call. But he didn't. He hasn't. And he won't. And I am disappointed, because he doesn't like me as much as he said he did by not calling. It just further proves I can't trust his word anymore. It hurts to know that he's not trying to get me back. Because if he really, really wanted me that much, he'd be doing everything he possibly could do. He was supposed to see me today. He made me believe he really wanted to see me. I guess he changed his mind. If he ever even really meant it.