and I never wanna see you go away

Thanks Vanessa for the advice. I totally agree with you. I decided this morning that I am going to call him, because I deserve an answer. Whether it's what I want to hear or not, the truth is better than the unknown. I'm thinking that I already know the answer, but it's full of uncertainty. I don't know if I'll be able to wait until tonight to call him...I might end up doing it this afternoon. But I really think I should wait so that I'll have more of a chance of actually having him answer my call, if he'll do that this time. I'm hoping for the best.